Cadence

I've been exposed to levels of creativity recently that open my eyes considerably. It kinda makes me feel like the kid who gets picked last in gym class. I know thats not the reality of the matter, but I often wonder if I should have put more energy in other aspects of my life and if I still have time to do so. I don't believe those doors are shut. I think I need to drown the urge of permanence and certainty. I think that my creativity needs a way to be amplified. I think that I can no longer be anchored by my past decisions. Ideally, I'd get on the road and drive. Aimlessly. Drive across the continent and make my way to nowhere. Its just not that easy, so for now in entrenched in reality and realism and realestate of the realists.